How do you not feel defective
In hindsight, in retrospective
How do you learn to actually deal
What was right, what is real
Your mind your heart are now at war
Eyes are bloodshot, body sore
Twisting thoughts in every way
How did it come to be this way
You weren't enough, you had it wrong
You're told that now you don't belong
You break inside, a million parts
The shattered remnants of your heart
You spin their words inside your head
Ones you wish were never said
How can you move on, how can you get through
When all of this is killing you
You once had love and now left wanting
The pain you feel consumes you, daunting
They say you're done, you've come to the end
Alone without love, without your best friend
You cry, you break, you're devastated
The love you so patiently had waited
Shut you out, left you broken
No more words between you spoken
You're haunted now by what you had
Emotionally drained, eternally sad
His face, his voice, your memories
A shell of yourself is all you see
A pain you know will never mend
In pain because it is the end
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