eternal

into eternal darkness
i seek eternal light
my life falls down around me
i search deep into the night
the pain i feel intruding
my own enmity instills
for lack of love i'm learning
is the only thing that kills
an unborn soul amidst the living
while charity is nigh
a torture burning in my mind
where deep confusions vie
placidity will keep me sane
but only for a while
the quiet now endangers me
for i am in denial
eternity may last forevert
his you have to know
but rancor, pain, and enmity
will never leave you, never